I just found out that my bf of four years Is getting married on April his supposed wife is even pregnant.this is the human being I gave four years of my life to,I pushed all other guys away asking me out...even the men my parents recommended for me I turned them down ,am so hurt right now , I feel like killing my self ...where do I start from? Will I ever find love again?? I remember the promises we made to each other and how many children we planned to have ,we already suggested names we were gonna give to our kids. Lol .you promised you were gonna wait for me when am done with school,you promised never to hurt me or cheat or get another girl pregnant ,you promised to love and cherish me ,we made so many promises to each other ,so what went wrong??
Am so hurt right now my eyes are red and swollen with tears,I deserve to be happy,I deserve a better treatment I just want peace of mind, my I.T defense is next week ,am just distablilized and weak
Funny enough I didn't even see any signs of him cheating ,this news just came like a bomb!!! Am still in shock been running cold water on my body to wake me up from the horrible nightmare!!...
Tobbie I will never forget today in my life 31/12/2016 you hurt me so bad! The love I have for you is pure and undiluted even when you didn't have too much money I still loved you like that, I fell in love with your big head and flaws. God bless you and your family,your wife will give birth like the Hebrew women, you will be successful. You will live long to see your children and your children's children ,Instead of cursing you I will bless you with the mouth God gave me
Tho I would take a year or more than to get over you...but one thing I know KARMA is real...pls I need suggestions on how to heal fast . Happy new year in advance
Monday, 2 January 2017