Please hide my ID.
Two nights ago, I was raped. In my entire life I have never felt so helpless. So scared. This was someone I considered a friend and he's the churchy type but that night he turned into a beast. I screamed for help and got the beating of my life. My entire body hurts. Tears flow every second I remember it. Every now and then i rush to the bathroom to bath cos i feel dirty. I want him to suffer, to be arrested but I have no evidence. I don't want to throw a pity party with this story of mine. I just want to communicate to the ladies, always be careful. I don't wish anyone to be going through what am going through right now. I am no virgin but been beaten with blood flowing from your nose, threatened with a gun, and ignored pleas is a terrifying experience. I want to go back to been me. I haven't been able to talk to anyone. But I keep telling myself am strong nd will get over this shocking trauma. I will try. And to think i was ready for a relationship with a boy i like. He's been calling for two days but I totally feel vexed when I see his calls. I don't know who to hate right now, myself or the world. Wah do I say when he calls. I want to left alone for a long while. I will let God and my spirit judge this rapist. Ladies, please be careful. It could be the person you trust. Be careful. Thank you for sharing
Friday, 16 December 2016